I am tired of all my own whining and see-sawing. Weight loss really should not be that difficult. I can do it. I don't have a medical issue preventing me from losing weight. I cannot beleive that I have let food (and my own lack of will power) defeat me for so many years.
So I am just going to do it this coming year. I won't like it, but big f'ing deal. Everyone has to do things they don't like. Why am I so precious that I think I can't do something I don't like?
I've even promised myself that if at the end of 2008 the health benefits I've gained from losing weight aren't worth it to me, then I'll just go back to eating what I want. You know, that's a choice for me to make, but not until I've seen the other side. I need to experience the weight loss and the resulting benefits before I can make that decision.
So, I'm just going to do it. Screw being fat!
Arghhhhhh!
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