Tuesday, April 22, 2008

Short & funny!

I had to share this because it cracks me up, although maybe you have to be there (in my brain) for it to be funny.

My good friend D who is getting in shape mentioned something on her blog about her clothes not fitting. Song lyrics of "my clothes don't fit me no more" immediately popped into my head, and for some reason they sounded kind of upbeat in my mind. Naturally, I started thinking I should put that song on a CD as inspiration for D. But what is the song? I know I have it, but what it is? What it is? I need to find it! It will be perfect for her!

After about 10 minutes of wracking my brain, it dawned on me: Streets of Philadelphia by Bruce Springsteen, which is of course about a man dying of AIDS, which is why his clothes don't fit him anymore. Not quite suitable for an inspirational weight-loss CD.

Doh ...

Sunday, April 20, 2008

Spring is in the air

And in my yard ... finally.

It is that time again. Sun shining. Plants blooming. Insects flying. Garden growing.

I've got the great purple wildflowers (I think) that are growing in my yard. Their color is so deep and the smell is heavenly. I've decided not to mow that area this year and just let them bloom for as long as they will.


I've also had some long dormant plants/flowers on my patio that are finally blooming as well.


I've got all my herbs and veggies planted also, but I'll post about that another day!

Enjoy spring while it lasts (two or three weeks)!

Saturday, April 19, 2008

My beating heart on a silver platter

According to Wikipedia, Essayist Geoffrey O'Brien has called the personal mixtape "the most widely practiced American art form."

I've been a mixtape artist since I was about 12. I've made hundreds, for myself and dozens of other folks. I've probably received about three. But that's ok. The joy is in the creation.

A lot of people don't understand, and therefore don't fully appreciate, the mixtape. I've been accused of being overly sensitive to people's reactions to my mixtapes, but that's because it is an art. I have spent hours and hours coming up with just the right mix of songs in just the right order. If you've ever received a mixtape from me, it truly is a piece of my heart. I always want the listener to be as moved by the music as I am. Will she like it? What will be his favorite song? Will I introduce her to something that she's never heard, but absolutely loves?


I do of course create mixtapes now on CD, which is much easier, but I definitely remember the days of true mixTAPES. I would sit in front of my dual tape deck in my bedroom for hours with all the songs I wanted laid out in front of me. I struggled to choose just the right order for flow and meaning, but also to get as many songs on a side as possible with very little room left at the end of the tape. Those were the days of 60-minute tapes, 30 on each side. I could usually fit 6-8 songs per side. You would not believe how happy I was when the 90-minute tape was introduced. I mean, 45 minutes per side -- could you ask for anything more?

I think the biggest pitfall was too long a pause between songs. That could completely ruin the flow of a mixtape; I've even had people listening to their mixtape, and during an unusually long pause between songs, ask me if that's the end. Oh ... dagger through the heart.

So I had to get rid of those pauses, either by finding a new song that was long enough to cover the old song as well as the extra seconds of empty space or, if I couldn't get it to work out, throwing the tape away. And those tapes were expensive for an allowance budget.

I often wonder if any of my mixtapes are still out there. They could be scattered via friends all across the US, as well as in Japan & Europe through various penpals. Were copies of my mixtapes made and given to other people, maybe passed off as someone else's mixtape? Is some girl in Japan listening to the B-52's Give Me Back My Man right now and trying to remember where in the hell that tape came from? Does she remember her old penpal who sent it to her? Is some guy in The Netherlands listening to the rare remix of Madonna's Causing a Commotion that he couldn't get in his country and remembering the guy from Mississippi who sent it to him?

I wonder ...

You know I love this stuff ...

I am such a sucker for this kind of thing. Last year it was Paul Potts, this year ...

Andrew Johnston

S U C K A !!!

Sunday, March 30, 2008

Theme of the Month

Yes, I am cutting it close, but the month isn't quite over yet.

No surprise that as Spring approaches, my theme this month is produce. I can't wait until my tomatoes and other veggies start growing. Still don't eat 'em, but sure do love 'em.


You really should click on the picture and bring it up in another window to actually see it clearly. Blog limitations prevent me from making it larger.

Saturday, March 29, 2008

A house without books is like a room without windows ~Heinrich Mann

I want to read more books. I've always been a huge reader, but in the last five years or so, television and the Internet has taken more and more of my free time. There is still nothing like a good book though.

I was born into a reading family, at least on my mother's side. I was surrounded by books as a child, primarily Winnie-the-Pooh and old Little Golden Books that belonged to my mother. The Poky Little Puppy. The Shy Little Kitten.



“If the person you are talking to doesn't appear to be listening, be patient. It may simply be that he has a small piece of fluff in his ear.” ~Winnie-the-Pooh


By second grade I had completely fallen in love with The Boxcar Children, which my teacher read to us every day after lunch. I could not get over hearing about these four siblings taking care of themselves after their parents' death by living in an abandoned boxcar. The freedom and independence and adventure -- just thrilling.




The next one-two punch came with The Hardy Boys and The Call of the Wild. On a whim, my great aunt Merle gave me two Hardy Boys books for Christmas when I was 8 or 9. I devoured them. For the next 4 or 5 years, every Christmas, every birthday was Hardy Boys books. I ended up with the entire original series of 50-something books, which (this will surprise no one who knows me) I still have with me today.






It is funny what things stick out in my mind about those books -- I remember everyone in those books called their friends "chums," which was hilarious to me for some reason. I remember the best chum of the Hardy Boys drove a Jalopy, which I thought was some kind of special car. It actually just means a old clunker or something. I also remember the author of the series was a woman, but used Franklin W. Dixon as her pen name because it was believed that boys would not buy adventure books written by a woman. Can you believe 70/80 years later, publishers still think that way (which is why JK Rowling used her initials for Harry Potter)?


The Hardy Boys also brings fond memories of my grandmother as I remember dozens and dozens of trips to the bookstore with her so I could pick out which books I wanted. No matter how many times I wrote down which ones I already had, she was always nervous she'd get me a duplicate, so I just went with her. She always bought me two books -- never three, never one. Always two.

And of course my aunt Merle. I sent her and my uncle Porter a letter many years ago thanking them for those first Hardy Boys books as they really cemented my love for reading. When Porter died several years ago, Merle said that he wanted me to have some of his old books because that letter had really meant a lot to them.

I guess I was 11 or 12 when I first read The Call of the Wild. I thought it was so dark and beautiful. It is the first time I recall being really moved by a book. I had definitely been entertained and excited by books, but emotionally moved -- this was the first time. I had mostly forgotten about The Call of the Wild until the late 1990s when Buffy the Vampire Slayer (yes, that again!) used it so perfectly in an episode. It reminded me of the book's power.


'Night came on, and a full moon rose high over the trees, lighting the land till it lay bathed in ghostly day. And the strain of the primitive remained alive and active. Faithfulness and devotion, things born of fire and roof were his, yet he retained his wildness and wiliness. And from the depths of the forest, a call still sounded.' ~ The Call of the Wild


Seventh grade brought the gothic horror novel Flowers in the Attic by VC Andrews. Holy crap. Of course it is cheesy now to think back on that, but talk about adrenaline just coursing through my body. My parents were actually pretty strict as far as the movies and TV I could see, so this was in a way my first introduction to horror. It was so foreign to anything I had known or seen. An evil grandmother locking her grandchildren in an attic. A mother poisoning her own children so she could claim her father's inheritance and start a new life. Horsewhippings, hangings, hot tar in the hair -- I just couldn't believe what I was reading, and that was so exciting.



Our entire tenth grade class was required to read The Grapes of Wrath. To my knowledge, I am the only person who liked it. Hahahaha. I actually loved it, and went on to read many other works by Steinbeck. Like with The Call of the Wild, I was just very moved by it.




"How can you frighten a man whose hunger is not only in his own cramped stomach but in the wretched bellies of his children? You can't scare him--he has known a fear beyond every other." ~ The Grapes of Wrath

Of course I've read hundreds more books since tenth grade, but these books I've discussed I consider the foundation for my love of reading. This is very self-indulgent post as likely no one cares about this for me, but damn, I've enjoyed it. And what is a blog if not self-indulgent?

Relationship issues

I'm struggling. The primary relationship in my life is falling apart, and I don't know what to do about it.

It's my dog. Lizzie. Things have been rocky between us for a couple of months now. Ever since she decided she wanted to stay in every night (and morning) and never go out. I'm not the most active person myself, but I do like getting out and about sometimes. It gets tiring having to beg and plead and bribe to get Lizzie to go out with me. All she wants to do is sit in front of the TV or stay in (under) the bed.

I decided to give her space. I figured she just needed some time to herself to sort things out and she would eventually want to go out with me again. Nope ... not happening. The situation has only gotten worse.

So this morning we had a big blow-up. I asked her on three separate occasions to go out with me. Not only did she refuse, but she screamed at me to just leave her alone and ran into the bedroom. I am a bit bigger than she is, so I eventually forced her to go out, but she just sulked. She would not participate in any of the activities I had planned.

As of now we are not speaking to each other; we can't even stand to be in the same room. Are we destined to be 2-gether 4-ever? I don't know ...