The upside of illness

I have been a bad, bad blogger lately. I know. I have no excuses, but here are my reasons:

I don't know how to explain what's happened, but I have completely lost my motivation as far as WW and dieting. Even when I get positive results (which I'll expand upon later), I don't feel any spark. Where did it go? Why did it go? How do I get it back?

I have also been ill. I got a pretty bad cold awhile back and still cannot get rid of the cough 14 days later. That is about to drive me insane. And I had a damn kidney stone over the weekend. Just out of nowhere. Thankfully, it was a fairly brief episode (about 24 hours), but still ...

Anyway, with no motivation, I was dreading weigh-in today, but thanks I guess to my being sick, I did manage to lose some weight. 8 lbs. That's over the course of two weeks. I was expecting to gain, so I should be completely thrilled, yet I feel very indifferent about it. That's not a good sign.

I'm going to do some meditation on motivation and maybe blog about it some more later. I've got to get myself back into the groove. And help my dieting friend get back into the groove as well.

Bye.